A Real Nobody or a Fake Somebody?

Back in college, I was required to take a class titled, “Testing and Measures” in my psychology program. This course peeked my interest in the many tests which existed that enabled the Psychologist to peer into the subconscious of disturbed patients. One such test was the Rorschach inkblot test. This test has worked itself in popular culture on movies and sitcoms due the humor related to what some people see in the ten images.

If it really were possible for us to actually peer into one’s heart, the motives and inner desires which motive us, I’m sure we would be disgusted. I know I am usually disgusted with myself whenever I really get down to the root of my motives for doing most things.

Jesus was the ultimate example of single mindedness and wholeness when he walked the earth. The response of the crowds following Jesus’ amazing Sermon on the Mount illustrates this clearly.

28 When Jesus had finished saying these things, the crowds were amazed at his teaching, 29 because he taught as one who had authority, and not as their teachers of the law. 1 When he came down from the mountainside, large crowds followed him.

Bible scholars will tell you that Jesus spoke with authority because he didn’t have to quote the prophets and others as his source of authority. In contrast, what he said was authoritative. He was revealing previously unknown truth. It wasn’t, “Thus saith the Lord.” His tone was, “This is the deal, this is what God’s kingdom is about!”

But why did the people respond with such amazement? I think The Message translation more clearly brings our the reason.

It was apparent that he was living everything he was saying--quite a contrast to their religion teachers! This was the best teaching they had ever heard. (Matthew 7:28,29)

Jesus was completely the same inside and out. The passion and confidence he communicated in his message were completely authenticated in his love for others and the execution of his Father’s will. Others took notice!

In the movie, The Talented Mr. Ripley, Matt Damon’s character so desires money, fame and status that he’s willing to go to any length, including murder, to obtain and maintain the identity stolen from the man whose life he long to live. One line in the movie sums up his heart: “It’s better to be a fake somebody than a real nobody.” This movie line also sums up much of our culture today. We are willing to go to almost any length to get the things we want and appear important.

I must fight this hypocrisy within me everyday though the Holy Spirit’s supernatural empowerment. Small fractures in my integrity, when not properly dealt with through confess and accountability, will produce fatal results. Being a fake somebody reveals itself in subtle ways: Little lies, bits of gossip, small cases of dishonesty, playing games, hidden agendas, lust, daydreaming, flirting, using others, holding onto anger, jealousy and pride. If I allow these things and others like them go unchecked in my life, the thunderous crash of my influence and integrity will be disastrous.

Today, with God helping me, I choose to be a real nobody rather than a fake somebody! I choose confession and accountability!